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Weird dream...

2012-03-03T10:43:00.004+08:00

Short post haha.

So I woke up feeling REALLY REALLY WEIRD. I dreamt of this fish that really liked me, and kept following me (in my room). I grabbed the fish and the fish will keep looking at me no matter where I turned it to. (Means I looking at the fish tail, then the fish eyes will turn back and look at me). I couldn't take this "stalker fish" anymore then I ran to the living room and grabbed a loooong piece of scotch tape. Then I prompty taped the fish to the wall. But the story isn't over!! The fish started crying tears and BUBBLES!! O__O the hell???

It was an orange fish with dark eyes. Quite big, bigger than my hand. But it's not long. (Idk how else to describe, but it looks like a luo han fish without the bump on the head and it's purely, quite bright kind of orange with no patterns. Short fins and tail.)

STOP putting me down!!!!!!!

2012-02-28T10:54:00.002+08:00

URGH!!!!!!! I have had it with hearing "your drawings are ugly". YES I ADMIT They are not the best looking drawings YET, BUT WHO THE HELL STARTS OFF DRAWING GOD DAMN BEAUTIFUL STUFF!!!!! IF YOU KEEP PUTTING ME DOWN LIKE THIS there is NO WAY I can improve!!!!! Every time I draw you give SO MANY COMMENTS LIKE "ugly", "why all anime", "why all guys no girls", "why don't practise real human", "why dun prac hands. prac this prac that" ETC ETC !!!!!! ........ Did you see ALL of my works before? Of course not. Cuz I wouldn't show them to you. Always giving that disapproval face. And its the holidays. YES I will go and pracs hands one day, but HOLIDAYS!!!!! ARE meant to draw what I like. I wanted to do all of those anime fanart for a long time. But if there is school there is simply no time. And you want to deprive me of doing what I like during the hols? Not as if I go 杀人放火..it's just DRAWING ANIME!!! Now's the worst cuz I CAN'T DRAW ANYTHING THANKS TO YOUR CONSTANT BLABBERING AND DISCOURAGING COMMENTS!!!!! And if I don't draw my drawing will stay "ugly" forever!! THANKS SO MUCH!!!!!! FOR YOUR UNCONSTRUCTIVE COMMENTS!!!

>__>
Seems like I have nth positive to post on OxygenT nowadays -.-||

haizzzzzzz

2012-02-19T11:55:00.003+08:00

So sad sia, I keep asking people why they let us make our "life decision" at like 16 years old, whether we want to go JC or poly and what course we wanna take (aka what job we are gonna do)...Sometimes I wish they just force everyone to go JC (Like a high school kind of thing) then make a "life decision" at 18 years old...I think people think better at 18 and not 16. Now that I'm gonna be 18 I think that the choices I made in life at 16 years old sucks and are very very shallow..Full of excuses but well, this is life. Roars!!!!!

Then when people tell me I should have gone JC/accountancy/etc...I start to feel really depressed. I start thinking "Is this the right choice for me?" or "Am I up for it?" but what can I do now? I'm already 1/3 through my poly course...there's no way I can suddenly quit right. So I'll just suck everything up and continue this harsh road.

But on the bright side, HOLIDAYS ARE COMING!!! MORE sleeeeep and more fan arting and of course more practising for my drawing!! As I said, no matter how shitty my drawing is, I have to suck it up and continue studying so PRAC PRAC PRAC Like madddddd!!

And to make myself happy, omg I saw this really nice pic below...I'm not the fangirly type so I won't squeal all over it but OMG!!! TEITO looks really good in the military uniform. :D This pic is in vol 13 cover btw...omg I wish there's a 07-ghost manga artbook!! (Coloured, of course!!!) I'll go chiong and buy it!!!! hahahah :D Love 07-ghost.

Pic found from here ^^

won't give up yo

2012-02-15T01:00:00.006+08:00

Manga panel from 07-ghost =)
(source: http://www.mangafox.com/manga/07_ghost/c068/24.html)
Love this manga btw. And Teito! And Labrador!!! :D (not the dog)

495

2012-02-12T15:46:00.001+08:00

Love this song alot!! But it's so hard to sing!! Need alot of "qi" lol...

My mood for this week seems to be much much better than the last...not having those negative thoughts anymore, hopefully this can extend till next wk cuz the next one week is the crucial week!! ARGHHHHH!!!!

494~~

2012-02-06T22:36:00.002+08:00

Gah now everytime it reaches night I would be in an extremely foul mood. And now it's worse than yesterday. I know I have lots of things to do but I don't know why my brain is not being cooperative right now. I have to do my work but my mind is not working. I pick up my pencil and I can't draw anything out. Maybe I'm too tired? But there's no time for being "too tired". I just have to quickly finish my work. I NEED to chiong my work. Or I'll die terribly.

I don't know, any holy existance up there please just give me a tight slap on the face. I think I have received loads already. This morning, when I went to the TANI classroom, I saw a note and it has "You're not up for it" on it. I swear I was so pissed off at that moment I took that note, crushed it and threw it in the bin immediately after I saw it. This is definitely an omen. I'm definitely not up for this. Now I'm gonna rant why why why I had chosen this course. But I did so yesterday and don't wanna repeat what I have written.

Well I dun wanna write another essay today so let's just wrap it up here. I'm so sorry for the surges of emotional posts cuz I'm going through a really dark period right now. I know I just have to tolerate for 2 more weeks but...life really sucks now...I wanna escape from all of these...urgh...(No these are not suicidal thoughts btw, I just wanna escape from what I'm doing right now, but running away does nothing...)

493

2012-02-05T23:45:00.003+08:00

I think I'm suffering from quarter-life crisis lol. I feel that I suck in life, and suck in everything. It's tiring to be a happy person sometimes. Because everytime you're optimistic in something, they totally just "bypass" your expectations and everything just come crashing on you. And still have to smile. Maybe because I have so much homework that it's killing my brain and killing my heart and killing my...idk. And I'm so stressed now that's why it seems that my life sucks more than it actually is. Well, that's probably true.

I keep wanting to cry whenever I look at myself and ask "Why didn't I go to JC". I probably might die there but I think not as fast as where I am now. I should have pursued science instead. It's mind boggling but it's seems better. Well I guess you earn more too lol. Scrap that money topic because it can go on and on...but I kinda dread science labs sometimes cuz it's troublesome. Look at me...I suck right, wherever I go I give all kinds of shitty excuses that can be overcome easily. And when people ask me why I don't go to JC I tell them "cuz my memory's bad". Shit. What a stupid reason. Someone with such a calibre like me can easily defeat "bad memory". I mean, I got A2 for geog right?? And it's last minute chionging. Well in JC if I didn't do things last minute (which I also do so now in poly), I probably can do really well.

But what's the use of regretting and scolding my 16 years old self for making such a silly decision. Well, I don't know if this feeling in me is regret though. It's just, I feel I could have gotten somewhere better. Okay it's regret. Sighs. I'm supposed to be happy about things but life just eats it all away. What happened to all that enthusiasm I had in 2010?? Looks like life and age has taken a toll on me...Being 18 isn't easy, is it? I wanna go back to the life when I was 16...all I had to worry was O-levels...Not life, not pay, not presentations, not sucking up to lecturers to get better grades, not worrying about not getting a job, not worrying about whether you'll be hired in the future, not worrying about whether others doing too well will drag you down...and loads and loads of stuff.

I feel that my life is seriously screwed over and over now and secretly, somewhere, there's a joker laughing at me in the shadows. They always say that with hard work comes rewards. But I don't see any...at least for now...and not in the near future. Getting into university? Sorry but not getting any where there!! -Is all what I hear...it's seems like a really far fetched thing...even if I work like a dog I probably couldn't enter any with this shitty portfolio of mine. And talking about portfolios, now I want to rant again why pursuing science is so much better. They just look at your results...and it's standard. It's all good as long you get things right. But for a portfolio, it's really subjective. Even if you work like a dog and love your work with all your heart...people may say it sucks. Or dislike it. Or say that it isn't good. Whatever.

But whatever I have said, I still kinda like what I'm learning now. Just that...life sucks. I love drawing, I love doing 3DF (for now O__O). Well not so much for animation lol. But...why is it that I'm feel like I suffering terribly now?? Is "loving" something not good enough? What is passion for? I feel that passion had screwed my life really badly. Now, if only I had no passion for drawing I probably would be studying my ass of right now...and getting straight As instead of working my ass now...and getting a 3.0.

Why why why was my 16 year old self so dumb...I wanna bang my head on the wall now...I know everyone makes mistakes and but this mistake is too major for my own good...my 17 year old life won't come back...Yes, I can have a second chance and pursue something later in my life...but how good's that? Gosh..I guess I was too narrow minded in the past and only decided to look at the "good" side of things...rather the things I choose to listen and see, and ignore the rest, the other part of the truth. Now that I think of it, I really ignored alot of things that kinda "told me" my life would suck now. And it was really stupid of me to not look and listen to all of those. Perhaps now that I'm older I can see more things because more of the truth is being pounded into me. And my soul. My poor soul that was so whitewashed thanks to no one than myself.

Gosh I probably should be a writer even though my English sucks...I suddenly want to improve my English all of a sudden. How I miss studying, (not the memory part) but I really miss the times where I crack my brain over maths and get that feeling of satisfaction once I solve it. I really need to do some maths soon. It's like mind training. How I miss those times...I never get satisfied at all now cuz all my works sucks...everything I feel happy, then I go to class, and I got upset because the other works are just too overwhelming. I keep trying to tell myself over and over to not get affected by others because they're born with...well the "drawing cells". And now I don't want to talk about how "untalented" I am because it's another long topic...and I don't have the time to be idling around here typing a blog post because I'm supposed to be chionging my work.

I realise I might need some conselling lol...about the meaning of life. What's the meaning of life? To be happy? To earn lots of money? To get married and have kids? Maybe I'm too young to comprehend the meaning of life. But doesn't that suck. When you actually get old enough to comprehend the meaning of life, you realise that you've picked a wrong path or whatever. I think I will definitely get a mid-life crisis. For real.

Lol, this post so long, most people would be like tl;dr...I don't blame you though...It's such a messy and unorganised post because I just type whatever upsetting things that come to my mind...Acutally I'm in no position to blog now, because I have a shitload of homework to do. But I felt that if I didn't channel all of these negative feelings somewhere, I would explode before I can even pick up my pencil to draw. Well...that's all for today =)

upset and pissed to the max!!!!!!

2012-02-02T16:32:00.005+08:00

1. Complete a A3 copic marker rendering + 4 panels of fully coloured storyboard in 2 hours? Whoever set that go piss yourself! You think we are gods? We don't even know what the hell to do (means we can't do planning prior to class) and you want us to do everything in 2 hours? If you can complete everything within 1 1/2 hrs then I'll probably shut the hell up, bow to you and do my work.

2. We aren't your MASS PRODUCTION ROBOTS. We are humans and we need sleep. We need to eat. We need to relax. But when the assignment datelines are nearing, I don't even feel like eating anymore. Sleeping? IT'S A LUXURY. This isn't doing homework anymore. It's like labour abuse. We draw and draw non stop like machines everyday. Even if we don't get mentally tired our body will break down. And for the sake of some piece of paper and measly numbers (GPA; not as if if we worked our asses off we'll get anywhere near 4.0), we compromise our health. Sleeping at 1am and waking up at 5am everyday? Just because of some trash. My mom ask me to sleep earlier everyday. I want to so badly but I can't. I feel like some stupid ass. We are but only some 18 year old people. Don't go comparing to me about what some other 18 year olds out there support their family and blabla because I am not them and the circumstances are different.

3. The irony. First you say that we should complete everything, even if the quality is average. Then later you come and give us some shitty grade, say that we never put in enough effort and complain that our quality of work sucks. Now, what the hell do you want us to do. We totally understand it's for our portfolio. But there is a LIMIT. 1 day has 24 hrs. And for me, 3 hrs gone for travelling. 7 hours in school. 2 hrs for misc stuff. And 12 hours left. By right, 8 hours should be attributed to sleeping. But noooooooooo!!!!! We only can sleep 4 hours. So okay..8 hours left. We have 6 modules. So 8 hrs/6 x 2 weeks: 18 hours. Maybe for some modules can take lesser time, but I thought I heard some teachers say that in the past they took 14 hours to do an A3 pencil drawing. So, the irony. The irony.

AIYOOOOOOOO

2012-01-12T21:38:00.002+08:00

I think poor oxygent has become my place to go when I'm troubled!! LOLLLL

TODAY was such an 'unproductive' day!! I HAVE SO MUCH hw to do but idk what to do, and when I tried to draw they came out like the crappy shitty 2010 style I used to had.

I think I'm too tired T__T
My eyes hurt
so badly
I mean the skin around my eyes haha, its like after u cry too much that kinda pain. But I didnt cry nothing at all today.

ROAR
I shall take a break :D
/takes break
wooots

490!!

2012-01-08T22:52:00.002+08:00

10 more to 500!! hahaha

I AM SO PISSED!!!!!!!

I can't believe people suspected me of instigating others.

And here I am feeling so sorry and apologetic towards them at first.

You know what

I HOPE YOU ACTUALLY USE YOUR "INTELLIGENCE" AT A DIFFERENT AREA

and not think of stupid dramas and make everyone's life sucky just like yours

I've become so nuuuumb

2012-01-08T10:19:00.002+08:00

Old song is old, but I really feel like this right now

"Numb"

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me,
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you.
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take.

[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.

And I know
I may end up failing too.
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you.

[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware.
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.

[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)

HAIZ Because of what's happened in school. Sometimes I wonder why some people can't take things easily...At first I felt apologetic about this matter, but now it's plain madness. _|_ LIFE

488 looks weird OoO

2012-01-05T18:16:00.003+08:00

LOL OoO IS AN EVEN WEIRDER EMOTICON MISS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway I was so busy emo-ing in the previous post that I forgot to say HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!! WOOTS!! I hope this year will be a happy one u__u well I'm kinda naturally happy so that won't be a prob but I just hope everything we go smoothly. PLEASE, NEW YEAR!! *Bows*

THE F***!!!!!! I'm gonna be damn old!!!
And oxygent too hoohohohohoho....You're gonna be 5 this year !!!!!!
(OH NO REBELLIOUS STAGE SOON?? OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I FEEEEEEEEEEEL THE PUBERTY CLOUD COMING /zzzzzz it's only 5 WHAT PUBERTY CLOUD???)

And I kinda got the urge to blog again...Darn I'm killing my blog then reviving it again over and over..what the hell am I doing...

If I have a nightmare of oxygent killing me at night, I'm tellin' ya it's karma, KARMA!!!!

-shuts self-

I know its a bad bad bad thing to be jealous but ARGH!!!!!!!! WHY DO PEOPLE WHO STUDY SCIENCES AND MATHS draw better than me ;A; /stops jealousy because it does nothing

So anyway its bad (ALSO) But I feel happy that people post their old works beside their new works and their old works are like SHIET but their new ones are like heaven for the eyes...gives me some glimmer of hope that I may actually improve this much TvT /shoots self

...what improvement did I have these past 3 terms...?? >_>

Haha, enjoyin' my last day of relaxationnnnnnnnn

P.S. I realise I have a weird stupid habit of creating weird emoticons now like OoO
In case you're baffled by WHAT THE FRACK IT IS then its
" O_O + :O = OoO"
Well..I can't do this "OOO" LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And other one of writing some words behind the "/"
Well, I assume that's my more...Rational self?
HAHA /shhhhhhhhh STOP ABUSING THE SLASH

I miss

2012-01-04T21:09:00.002+08:00

I miss studying science
and maths
and geog

Lol

Someone smack me please

I'm supposed to be thinking of "ARTY" stuff but why am I thinking of these things!!!!!!!!!!

):

/urge to do maths questions

...

Well regards to my past self, and yes I promised I will do my school work with full drive and to the max but it seems lately my energy

is being slowly

slowly, and subtly being drained away

But I will not give up! I will continue...

However, sometimes, motiviation alone just do not cut it
For things in life, you get some things and you dont
And I don't know if I can continue and try to pull things off based on motivation alone...

/eeeeeeeeendddddddddddd ooooooooooffffffffff pppppooooooooosssssssttttttttt

P.S. I THINK I WILL HAVE MIDLIFE CRISIS LOLOL #@$#^%&%$^&#%@#

WHYYYY

2011-12-11T19:04:00.002+08:00

Why is heaven playing suck a dirty trick on me??

Ok here's the story:
I bought a file of a wrong size and yes i was really unhappy over such a trivial matter. After awhile I got over it and my parents still thought I was throwing tantrums. I asked them if they had a long sleeve shirt and then my mom just ignored me like that. I WAS REALLY FUCKING UNHAPPY AT THAT TIME I WASN'T THROWING TANTRUMS AND THEY THOUGHT I WAS. THEN MY MOM SAID I SHLDNT GO TO HK ANYMORE!! IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE A HAPPY DAY FOR ME I WAS SO EXCITED TO GO OVERSEAS AND U SAID THAT U JUST RUINED MY MOOD OVER THERE THEN U SAID I WAS STILL THROWING TANTRUMS

omg

2011-12-04T10:03:00.001+08:00

everyday feels like o-levels to me!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Chionging hw riek there's no tomorrow lol..actually there are only "a few tomorrows" before the deadline

Gawd..gotta start hatching AGAIN
I feel like a machine in a factory producing works
But I guess this is what life is about today

CREATIVITY MY ASS
GET A LIFE? WHAT LIFE??????? Does that LIFE truly belong to me??

484

2011-11-15T23:50:00.003+08:00

484 is a weird number lol...

Anyways!!! Today was a really SUCKY DAY. Stupid auntie with that rotten attitude selling rotten food to us. And I was kind of astonised at my own behaviour lol. When jx told me the food was spoilt I kinda cried on the spot lol...idk why dun ask me but I was probably too shocked and scared I'll get food poisoning lulz

Maybe it's 心里作用 but my stomach feels kinda queasy now.....

Burning midnight oil to complete my hw...damn...
But whenever I do maya I kinda get "addicted" and do for hours...then I realise it's 11pm already.
Forgot to do all my other hw!!! @___________@

I love this Infinite song!!
My favourite song of 'this time' hurhurrr...

I riek how Infinite isn't too young and how they DO NOT act cool and they 耍帅 in front of the camera (unlike AHEM *TE*EN T0P*** , *b0**yfri3nd and a certain Justin)

I 'star star' the words cuz I dunwan fangirls storming into my blog scolding me!! ahahaha
But Boyfriend's (SRSLY WHATS WITH THAT CHEESY NAME -.-) Don't touch my girl (Wa riaos so ah beng lulz) is a nice song. Ignore the mv and the title hahaha cuz see riaos very disgusting.

I borrowed pixiv girls' collection 2011 from wh. I TOTALLY LOVE THE BOOK OMG...I SWEAR I'M GONNA STALK (and save oooops) THE ARTISTS AND THEIR NICE WORK WOOOOO

btw, me and wh set a goal: To reach their super awesome standard by 20 years old...
wh prob can reach it by next yr...hahahaha

fffffffffooooouuuuuurrrrr 82!!!!!

2011-11-13T23:30:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wished I had more talent ;A; but it's okay =)
I will work harder!!

I got so much work I don't know where to start...my poly life is supposed to be a fun filled one!! Going out with friends, blabla..but uhhhhh...Everyday I touch my work~~ LOL

Anyways...I borrowed Koizora from hui min..vol 9 so darn sad!! why hiro died!!!! (I'm yuu supporter btw lol but there is just TOO little coverage of him, afterall he's not the main char) But Hiro is just the one for Mika!! T___T Well the ending abit >__> But uhhh..T__T

Time to pack mahhhh bag and sleep =)

wheeeeeeeee

2011-11-13T00:50:00.003+08:00

AFA was kinda awesome!! Went with wh. Not say very fun la, seems like afa is getting worse as the years pass..I got a feeling that next yr's afa wont be held in sg...

Anyway I bought an A4 poster from this deviant! She's from sg and she's only 20 years old!! But her art is so awesome. I wish I can draw so well someday hehe...my aim is 20 years old XDXD

I also saw einlee's booth!! OMGOMGOMG I REALLY LOVE HER ART!! I wonder how old is she...I kinda regretted not buying her artbook :( Free poster somemore sia. But nvm...wh told me that I shall save for a better artbook =) Hehe.

Stuff in AFA are just waaaaaaaay too expensive for me to buy. Even if I were slightly richer I prob wouldn't spend it on these kinda stuff. Yeah. Just saying. Maybe some small items for the fun of it but not over 10 bucks.

Yeah so if AFA is held next yr...ppl ask me still wanna go since I said it was getting lousier...But I told them if I dun go AFA i dun think i can sleep!! HAHA!! What's with not sleeping..So my mission for the next afa is..SAVE MORE $__$_$_$_$_$ AND FIND AWESOME ARTBOOKS, POSTERS AND PUZZLES!! Everything else, forget it!! Unless it really attracts me so so so badly I can't resist..which is kinda impossible cuz wh told me

"Yan Min's money quite hard to cheat!!" HAHA!! Well..not as if we're saying that stuff in AFA cheat money..just that people walk right into the traps (OOPS)

SO ANYWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!! SINCE I DIDNT BLOG LIEK IN AGES DID I MENTION I BOUGHT LETTER BEE ARTBOOK!!! Woohoooooooooo but!!! It was a lil' disappointing u__u more black pages than I thought!! HAIZ..*ignores and enjoys pictures*

I really really love artbooks Now =)

And talking about LIFE: Drawing with copics since kinda fun!!! Another mission in life: GET COPICS???? But I prob won't use alot of it so scrap that.

My real aim is to be awesome in digital colouring!!!! And drawing of course.....

And this wk was kinda a REALLY BAD WEEK FOR F6...Boooooo...I can't blog the details up on the internet...but I don't like how things are going...true colours ah true colours, why so evil??

So I just wish that happy days will go on forever!! I really wish that everyone will be happy. However I know this aint gonna come true...Even though some things arent in our control, I believe that to a certain extent we can make ourselves happier...

Wow I just freakin' wrote an essay
My new phrase "Someone slap me plz"
Lol..such a stupid phrase..Imma change it if not someone will really slap me one day
*Touch wood*
*Touches oxyt's background lolololololololol*

480

2011-10-06T23:31:00.002+08:00

THIS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCK. The rant gonna be about MAPLE So pls kindly skip this para hahaha ...Anyway NAISE ONE AS, you wanna merge D/E and I, it's like climbing into your own grave. D/I/E server, I like the coincidence, I like how when you combine the 3 worlds it becomes DIE. I love Izar cuz its empty, if I wanted to play in more crowded servers, I would have moved to other worlds already, dun need wait u all create DIE. DIE DIE, really die, DIE before chaos, why so excited? Now I can't enjoy my chaos patch properly, few days before chaos, if D/E and I merge, people (esp the Izar players) will not get used to it. FM prices unstable, guild wars, ks wars, mega wars, WARS, WARS AND MORE DAMN WARS!! What more bad things can I list!! Of course, in the long run, things will improve. But I will definitely miss the emptyness of IZAR where I dun need to endure so much of the KS, Lie detector and mega wars crap. Well, if MSEA UNDER AS HAS A FUTURE FOR "LONG RUN" TO HAPPEN ANYWAY. If AS don't lessen the problems they have at hand, soon, DIE will become CDIE. Like how czak is "upgraded" from zak. Then become ABCDIE. Then become ABCDEFGHI =) I love it!!

/time to quit this useless piece of shit game

P.S. I love daiso ^_^
P.S.S. I wanna buy things fron denizen=)

479

2011-09-30T19:46:00.003+08:00

HAHA Funniest panels ever in TB..Lloyd's face is so awesome!! The "I DON'T CARE A SHIT" look hahahahaha And Hazel..Complaning about the most trival things when his master is like "Hazel." (x2) with more important things to tell Lloyd..these 2 people may seem quite an ass at first but they are actually good people. Have to read on in the manga to know more about their past!! But the English translation havent released =(

Chapter 32 of TB is super funny!! The 2 dingos almost destroyed the whole building then the people told them to stop *Not that I care but ARIA FANSERVICE!!* But what follows is super serious..TB is always like this, funny then very very serious..Like calm before a storm.

478..And Beel!!

2011-09-20T16:47:00.003+08:00

Today, I picked up a new manga named "Beelzebub"..well the only reason why I got attracted to read this series is because of the super adorable "baby Beel!!" Super cute can!! HAHAHA..but..despite his cuteness, he is actually the Demon King!!

Cuz I first time read this manga, and I plan to watch the anime after the entire series have been released n subbed, so I still can't really remember the character names lol, needa re-read then will rmb haha

I really want TB shine illustrations T_T 20% WHEN U COMING!!
And I wanna order a how to draw anime book too soon..hahah

477

2011-09-13T19:55:00.005+08:00

I've been reading my all time favourite series, Yankee-kun to Megane-chan (aka yanmega) again!! I chionged to the latest english translation and tried to read some chinese translations but my eyes feel like they were gonna explode (Well, my chinese not very good and most importantly, the quality of the scans and the size of the words were really PITA to read!! And in "fan ti zi" somemore!!) So yeah!! This is a really awesome series also.

(Oh n it's one of the rare series that has so many cool n awesome characters in glasses. YEAH MAN!! AWESOME GLASSES =P One of my fav characters in yanmega is Izumi, and he wears glasses. haha)

I realised that yanmega has a drama!! But after reading the reviews and the photos of the actors it really pisses me off! What's with Shinagawa!! He's such a badass, strong-willed, yet friendly person but what's with the dude in the drama!! He ain't an emo!! And the worst. IZUMI! WTF! Izumi used to be in a FREAKIN' MOTORCYCLE GANG and can rival Shinagawa in terms of fighting strength. And tho he quit his gang n now wants to be superb in studies, he's still pretty fly. But the actor?? He looks like some total nerd that stays at home all day n night to mug and looks so weak that even I (GET IT? ME!!) CAN PUNCH HIM FLAT IN ONE SHOT..gosh..please do not ruin the manga../ends rant lol

This is volume 22 of yanmega! Volume 23 is the last vol, and it has ended. But DARN THE TRANSLATIONS ARE SUREEEEE SLOW...gosh..*whining hahaha* I wanna read till the end...total 211 chapters n they translated till 151 only!! *continues whining* XD

5 years ago Shinagawa sure looks really awesome!! (Can't believe 5 years ago he studies in the top junior high sch, and on top of that THE TOP [or 2nd thanks to a rival but STILL] STUDENT!!! OMG!!) Ain't looking very nerdy at all!! Of cuz the present Shinagawa looks cool too!! (Well, looks almost exactly the same 'cept for hair colour n glasses) But in terms of coolness, no one rivals Jiggy Pepper of TB!! WAHAHAHA

This author's style is pretty great also, but sometimes her body proportions are kinda wrong..(I'm not the one to speak!! I can't even draw properly!!) .___.

Just realised my "!!" spam..makes me sound like some crazy wacko maniac!! haha!! There goes the double exclamation spam again!

And if ya wanna know what I'm doin in real life besides reading manga..frankly speaking, NOT MUCH..'cept that everyday if I think of a better character design of my Weather-tans (IF U ALL RMB WHATS THAT) then I'll sketch it out..so far the only one that I'm super pleased with is my very pretty Thunder =D =D =D So piao liang can!! HAHAHAHA *OMG* I'm trying to constanly improve my other characters and get a design that I'm satisfied with.

Long post, btw! Won't be typing such a long one in awhile. hahahaah

Shine!!

2011-09-12T23:00:00.003+08:00

OMG!! I think I'll die to get this book..

It's so full of awesome!! Almost every darned page of this 112-page hard covered book is coloured!! I think I'm going crazy already...according to the kino sg book web it cost arnd $59 (without 10% member offer)..got offer around $53..omg!! I really wan sia!! @_@ WHO GOT KINO CARD!! GO TO KINO WITH ME NAO!! (lol, not "now" literally, but u get it..)

I am really a fan of TB's author's style, and I read a review (WITH PICTURES!!!) of this book here..omg!! Makes me wan the book even more now..The author also has another illustration book called Water, and that one consists of his other artworks. Really nice.

I came across his (TB's author) blog n look at his hand! This is what I called hardcore..well I don't think this will ever happen to me (at least, in the near future) considering what a slacker I am..

I got the Reborn Colore! for 11 bucks, well yeah, its awesome but slightly less than half of it are not coloured pages, and the book is like manga-sized. But what can I say? 11 bucks..well, still full of Reborn AWESOMENESS!! The pictures are quite high-quality (well considering the size..if its not high quality then whut!?!) but one major flaw is for every illustration I can't see the part towards the binding..I guess that happens alot, but this one's kinda serious. Well I shall close one eye (the other one to look at the pretty works; I'm a fan of Reborn's artist style as well)..so yeah..

TIME TO SAVE $$..Since I'm a slacker n never find job..
Maybe the next "2 mths holiday" I might find...MIGHT..

475..Jiggy Pepper is really cool

2011-09-11T01:22:00.003+08:00

until photobucket WORKS..I'll post this for now
oh n JIGGY PEPPER!! May not be the best looking manga character in the world, but still..DAMN COOL!!
This page of the manga..made Jiggy Pepper my 3rd fav character in TB. (1st is Zazie n 2nd is Niche haha)
^_^ Most of what is needed to say is being written on top haha =) PS if my handwriting sucks, lol

474..ZAZIE AND THE KITTY

2011-09-07T19:22:00.006+08:00

OMG ZAZIE!!!! And LAG!! LOL!! My favourite character in TB is officially Zazie!! Haha!! And Lag is too good of a cross-dresser..omg..even the characters in the manga go crazy cuz Lag is dressing up as a girl!! What's with that face LAG!! YOU ARE A BOY!!!

And...Part 2!! STOP MAKING THAT KIND OF FACE, LAG
AND "YOU'RE SO ANNOYING, ZAJI!!" LOL!!
(Oh Lara is the name Lag used when he was disguising as a girl)

Finally, Part 3!!
Lag instantly becomes a man when he wears back his trousers! LOL
So this marks the end of The Story of Zazie n the Kitty..

(After awhile..)
OMG!! SORRY LAG!! I DIDN'T MEAN TO CALL YOU A GIRL!! I'M SORRY!!!!
PLEASE DON'T SHOOT ME WITH THAT GUN!!

(ok..My crappy and lighthearted story aside..This is a really, really sad chapter...gah..Like the calm before a storm..All the funny kitty scenes then the sad and serious ones..WHY SO CRUEL, AUTHOR!!)

Lag, Niche n Steak

2011-09-06T17:22:00.006+08:00

Lag, Niche n Steak by ~thecym on deviant ART

Trace trace trace, colour colour colour
I hope one day my drawing will be nice enough that I will colour it.. LOL

Traced from Chapter 6 page 1, Tegami Bachi =)

ARGHHH I miss Gauche ;__; I can't stop thinking of episode 2...urghhhhh why did he lose his heart =( Like how Lag always shouts his name, GAUCHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

472..urgh..

2011-09-04T20:15:00.002+08:00

So for the past 2 blog posts I really blabber alot about letter bee! I have sad news tho..and that is, I QUIT THE ANIME!! I'm so sorry mans..but cuz the anime caught up with the manga, and I don't blame the guys for making fillers, but I blame them for making BAD fillers..gosh...

There is no doubt that their animation is good. And how they adapt it from the manga is really good too. The first 2 episodes really had an impact on me, I'll never be able to forget the episodes (esp ep 2..so emotional..) And they chose a really good opening song too!

Since I became a really great fan of this series, I'm gunna read the manga and see if the story's better..I love almost all the main n sub-main characters of this series! Lag is really cute, and I really love Niche n Steak! haha..I taken a liking to Zazie..=) And of course, Connor! Hehehe..This story is somewhat "heart-wrenching"..and the manga, it seems that it's reaching the "climax" soon..of course, after that, the resolution will come. And I wonder if it will end there, or create another annoying arc. It will certainly be very sad if the manga ends, but I rather that than MANY MANY annoying arcs! With no proper explanation n ending whatsoever..I hate that kind of stuff. Maybe instead of arcs there can be short stories of their daily life, like a special chapter kinda thing. Hahaha

And so, it's time for my 1.5x exp in maple. HAHAHAH

P.S. Zazie n his Aotoge!! And his dingo (whose name is damn hard to spell)!! Gonna draw that fanart soon =)

FILLERS CAN GO DAI

2011-09-02T21:26:00.003+08:00

I really love Lag Seeing and Niche!! They're so cute =) Haha...and I love the setting in Letter Bee (Tegami Bachi). It's like constantly night and I love the colours =) Bluish and purplish. And Gauche!! OMG!! *faints* I posted the full OP in the previous blog post, but I really, really love the video too so I'm posting it here (can see Gauche!! And Lag!! Haha!!)

But Gauche..only appears in like the 1st few episodes, later he like "lost his heart" and memories and changed into a completely different person (havent watch but I read spoilers LOL) And I'm kinda sad!! Gauche looked so much friendler and nicer in the Tegami Bachi uniform..talking about the uniform, really damn cool sia!! Haha I want to have a Tegami Bachi hat =P

After ep 13 or around there the op changed, and I'm kinda sad...*abit like not so look forward to watching the next ep le LOL!!* And argh!! So early got fillers le! Even tho I didnt read the manga before...its so easy to spot filler episodes..crappy side chars and crappy stories...pzzhhhhhhhh..waste of my time...(as expected of the same studio which animated Bleach..CRAPPY FILLERS THEIR TRADEMARK?)

I wanna do some Tegami Bachi fan art already!! Hahahaha..

P.S. Because Lag is really cute...I shall post him here!! XD

470

2011-09-01T23:28:00.004+08:00

I've started to watch Letter Bee! 1st episode..I think this anime will quite long so I watch slower..wahahaha...(well..never works.) I love the opening song! But what's with the rap!! Like joke haha!! Even tho idk what it means..but this guy's voice..definitely not suitable for rapping.

Seems interesting, but for now abit complicated..simi shoot the shindan then the heart will get "eaten away" then memories blabla...must watch on then understand more..I watched a few bits n pieces on Animax..And animax is the place where I found out Nodame also!! (Damn slow sia me!! LOL) And I wanna watch Nurarihyon no Mago one day also. Also found out from Animax de LOL...actually I got attracted to letter bee cuz of the advertisement, they used the OP..nice song =)

Still rewatching some nice scenes in Nodame Cantabile...I skip all the ochestra scenes tho! Unless I like how it sounds...I like Mozart's Sonata for 2 pianos and Nocturne by Chopin (k..they arent ochestra scenes lol)..that scene damn funny!! The 2 characters were having an "emotional" time then the tuner dude playing the piano!! wtf mans..1st time watch liek lulz

Revising my Japanese in progress..bad memory!! URGH!!...And may consider learning keyboard..

Oh n today went back AHS! Hehe. I see chers quite "weird" la cuz idk, WEIRD..eh..and SOMEONE keep running away hor...hahahaha

Saw FEI-licia, I mean, Felicia and others!! Damn long never see her liao. hahaha...hope to meet up with Corne n Felicia and others after their promos then can hang out together. Ate at Mad Jack..wah the pepper sauce is damn peppery..and the ice lemon tea, don't even call it Ice lemon tea!! I call it..Sour n cold water. LOL

Really miss AHS! Actually, AHS without all that disciplinary stuffs is actually really awesome. Although SP now quite ok..but perhaps the lack of uniform and lack of a classroom for us to chill in during recess, listen (n slack) during class, and mug after school together makes poly like not so "united". AHS ppl more drive also! I miss the drive =( Thankfully current friends are quite "hiong"!! Haha!! So hiong that it scares me! Wan xian!! Sleep at 5 everyday!! Scary..hahaha

At this point...

2011-08-31T15:09:00.004+08:00

What can I say?

All I can think is "It was never like that from the start".

Betrayal? Disappointment? Nothing. It was nothing like this at all.
Cuz from the start, there was nothing to feel betrayed about, nothing to feel disappointed about.

....

Oh and a quote from Corne's tumblr that I really, really can relate to

"When I was in the official national education system, I wanted out, believing that poly’s education would be more effective to me. Because I’ll learn something I’m interested in, something that is I like and then I’ll truly love learning cause I want to learn. But now that I’m in it, I feel like what I’m doing now is to just get me into university. Learning so I’ll have equal knowledge to get me a place in university."

....

Edit:!! I was bored n I did the personality plus test again from last time, and seems like I changed a little? More sanguine over melancholy now..but overall still phlegmatic...I think my middle name is phlegmatic Lol..

Personality Plus Your Result: Phlegmatic Phlegmatic - the introvert, the watcher, and the pessimist. To view further information about the Phlegmatic personality type, visit personalityplus.awardspace.info
Sanguine
Melancholy
Choleric
Personality Plus Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

2..468..10!!

2011-08-30T19:14:00.002+08:00

Another post today? I super bored sia, spam oxygent. Poor oxygent.

I hate it when I see the holidays flying by...and I did not accomplish things that I wanna accomplish...I'm totally bummed, like a crushed dou sha bao when I see how expensive pianos/keyboards are. 3 digit? 4 digit? Urgh...kinda crushed my hopes of learning...

I wanna paint acryllic painting but idk what to paint? Tohohoho (IS THIS SOME KIND OF NEW LOL?)

And thus...the mapling times have started. 2 more levels to koc max level. GAH *whacking master death teddies*

What can I say?

2011-08-30T00:20:00.002+08:00

I got bored of my old blogskin. Even tho it was awesome. But I guess. Awesome stuff die down eventually right? Haiz...What a moment of emoness LOL...even though I'm feeling blank, not happy, not sad but I feel like typing in that nonchalant kind of tone.

This blogskin kinda cool but I think I might change it soon? Idk..Sometimes got the "I got the mood to change blogskin kinda mood"..wahaha

And the header! From Nodame Cantabile..Nodame peering down at my posts like :O!! And Chiaki.. he can't stand the randomness...the stupidity...the lack of logic in my posts lol. hahahah

And today I bought long sleeve t-shirts!! *w*...one of my wishes came true...waaaaaaa
And I bought Reborn Colore *w* shall slowly admire it tmr
And I bought some useless Hetalia book =/ But I can force myself to read Japanese!! haha

BUT I DIDNT FIND THE FINE POINT ERASER. DAMN

466

2011-08-27T00:11:00.006+08:00

I love manga and illustration art books!! Can't wait to get Reborn colore!! Hope will be super nice and that I won't be disappointed =) Hehe. 11 bucks. Affordable =) Its the small manga-sized kind tho. But if it was bigger I prob could not afford it hehe...I came across Nodame Illustrations on the internet..(I saved all of the scans, lol =/ OOPS) and I love art books like these! Then I remembered about the Honey & Clover artbook illegal scan collection (OOPS) That I have...I don't mind if I can get my hands on these fabulous books.. I searched for Nodame Illustrations on the net, this one prob can have a chance to find it in kino, but as for the Honey n Clover one..I doubt so =( Their drawings are so insipring =) [TBO, I think the Honey n Clover artbook better than nodame de but both rocks!!]

And my doodling starts! Rmb last time I created lots (not really) Weather-tans..haha. So far I have Rain, Monsoon, Snow, Mist, Hail, Thunder, Lightning, Sunshine and Drought...I think for now I'm not gunna create anymore. I love Rain and Snow the best =) Thunder and lightning too hehe. (WHY AM I LOVING MY OWN CHARACTERS) But ANYWAYS...after I become consistent and can actually draw nicely, then I'll scan it, colour it and post it here. For now, no. Needs loads more practice lol. Their eyes keep changing and URGH THEY ALL LOOK THE SAME..I'm trying to make some distinction in their features among the characters...I'll work hard...to...make them look different. Sighs...

[EDIT: I added Drizzle!! Whee..seems like I doodled her somewhere long ago but I forgot about her. Then I created a new Drizzle. Then they look the same!! LOL! Heng. Like that then no need tou tong n choose XD]

I think acryllic painting is kinda fun haha (for now..when I start to realise that I suck, like watercolour then I'll like it less and less) But I still think watercolour is really cool! Just that I suck at it. Hmm..I better improve my watercolour..Then I can paint like the artist of Honey and Clover =) I believe alot of the drawings were done either in marker or watercolour. Haha...so pretty. Kinda motivates me. XD

K la..I lazy type le..SO. MUCH. WORDS. Shall end of this post with a very cute picture from Nodame Illustrations..musicians can't draw??

!!!!!

2011-08-24T21:46:00.004+08:00

Poor oxygent..one moment I leave it to die and now I feed it too much
If oxygent were a human it would have been "gone" long ago XD

And..I'm gunna spaz about Nodame Cantabile!! I have not watch an anime in a long, long time that has made me so shake with excitement and makes me want to watch the next episode immediately.. (LOL, and thus I have finished the entire series in a few days?) But it's really awesome. Not a single episode is boring and draggy (LIKE CERTAIN SHOWS AHEM *shooting korean dramas*) Even tho the ending is kinda disappointing cuz I was expecting Nodame to have a piano concerto with Chiaki being the conductor but in the end dun have ;__; but at least they are together ;__; I chionged this anime too fast and felt like I watched not enough. I feel like watching the entire series again!! ;___;

Hehehehe...one of the best anime I have watched ever...I feel happy *v*

And thanks to this anime I actually have a little micro-organism sized knowledge of classical music..I lived 17 years of my life and is totally clueless about music..(Feels like I lived my life in vain LOL *consoles self* at least I can draw .__. but makes me wanna learn some music too! Heheh. I hope this feeling lasts a long way if not I might give things up halfway!!)

Damn..itchy fingers liao, must draw something...

another palindromic post 464

2011-08-23T16:35:00.001+08:00

my right hand feel like jelly

jelly lovers KEEP OFF!!!!

-___-

Anyway a few days ago I said I started to watch Nodame Cantabile..Now I finished the 1st season (23 ep) LOL...I think I'm kinda scary...

Well on to the next season!!!!!!

I like the 1st season's OP =)

Oh n dunno if its thanks to this anime, but I kinda feel like learning alittle music now..actually after olevels want to learn, but thanks to my LAZINESS I DIDN'T LEARN ANYTHING NEW...DAMN IT 5 MONTHS -____- I COULD HAVE MASTERED SOMETHING...

nodame cantabile!!

2011-08-21T22:05:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I started watching this anime!! I forgot I watch until where (LOL), 1st few episodes. Well kinda funny for now. I hope it will remain nice =3=

But this show about music, particularly CLASSICAL ones...omg I'm such a music noob lolol...they say dunno who's piece in what major..dun understand at all >__< full of blurness while watching..but shall just watch!! hehes.

And my poor intuos4 pen nib!! Getting shorter n shorter @_@ So. Much. Digital. Painting. To. Do.
......

Can't wait for Wednesday, the glorious day that I CAN FINALLY SLACK WAHAHAHA
*FORGETS ABOUT GDP*
oops......

Got headache ytd n today...sighs....tues midnight I shall flop to sleep after sending cher the email!!! WAHAHAHA AND WAKE UP the most happiest and wide-eyed girl ever (NO)

LONG TIME NO POST

2011-08-19T21:34:00.002+08:00

Gah!! Long time no post. Finally finish GDP and PDP...now left two of the most PITA work to do (actually, all quite PITA TBH...)...DRAWING AND I-DEE-A-TION...

After the photoshop test on monday and hand in ideation on tues, I'm gunna go in a frenzy and just throw all my stuff away!! No la haha. SLACK TILL THE END...while thinkin' of ideas for GDP...hehes...8wks liek long, but 8 wks is like a fast also!! Time flies at the speed of light when 'ya enjoyin it =(

Anyway recently I'm kinda eraser frenzy...I love erasersssssssssssssssss hahahaha..one of my best and trusty friends...holidays gunna go eraser hunting at popular, kino and muji (SERIOUSLY, KINO AND MUJI!?!?!) Yeah, cuz they don't sell those nice stuff at popular, only at kino lol. and muji. Idk, the eraser seems quite nice to use. And the ruler...gah. I got a ruler and I want to buy a muji ruler lolol. The acrylic ruler is so clear and shiny it makes me want to buy it. Sighs. Gosh! After looking at the Muji online catalogue I want to buy their notebooks too *dies* Why am I wasting money!! But I actually use them haha. My trusty friends. Better than clothes!! Shopping for clothes are more PITA than doin GDP. SERIOUS.

THANK GOODNESS I ran out of interest of pens. Thank goodness.
Now what the heck am I gunna do with all those coloured markers I bought in the past.
If only, if only I knew about copics in the past...I would have saved all of these $$ buying copics instead of these markers. hehehs.

/ends stationary ramblings

r a n t p o s t

2011-07-21T00:04:00.003+08:00

How can someone be so bloody IRRESPONSIBLE!!!!!?!?!?!?!?! ARGH THAT IS WHY I HATE GROUP WORK SOMETIMES...ONE PERSON FKS UP AND YOUR WHOLE GROUP IS BLOODY DEAD...1 DAY 24 HOURS...CANNOT TAKE 30 MIN OFF EACH DAY AND DO THE REPORT? GAVE U LIKE SINCE LAST WK...AND YOU SAID U ARE GONNA SEND ME DURING WKEND...AND MONDAY U SAID U ARE GONNA SEND BY MONDAY. AND TUES...YOU GET THE PATTERN. AND YOU KNOW WHUT? THE DEADLINE IS FKING THURSDAY. AND ITS THURSDAY NOW. SO HOW U GUNNA EXPLAIN TO THE OTHER 4 MEMBERS WHO PUT THEIR HEART AND SOUL TO THE REPORT? I KNOW U ARE NOT COPING WELL, AND YOU ARE VERY STRESSED AND ALL...BUT THEY ARE ALL EXCUSES!!! All Excuses!! Being busy is not an excuse for shirking off CUZ EVERYONE ELSE IS AS BUSY AS YOU!!

460th post is a complain post!!!

2011-07-09T09:34:00.002+08:00

What the heck!!! I'm gonna explode already..

How do they expect us to achieve top quality realistic drawings and paintings when I have never touched the frickin medium (watercolour) before!! This is ridiculous and full of shiz...They should at least let us have some "practice" lessons, then afterwhich the subsequent lesson's work will be marked n put in our portfolio..but NO? The first ever painting in my entire life n they want to grade it? Is that how they screw students' life up? Gawd...don't tell me the first time that they painted they done a stunning and beautiful good job?? Urgh...school is kinda fun but my life is trashed..seriously!!!!!! But its ok!!! I WILL SHOW THEM (err........)

FML and time to do ELAW!! And loads of other work...

FINALLY A POST!!!!!!!

2011-07-07T20:20:00.003+08:00

This is a post about my no life-life!!!
I feel like blogging for fun..but I'm supposed to do my homework

So, TATA!!!
(OMG THIS POST IS COMPLETE LAMENESS...I feel sorry for whoever wasted their time reading this post..I think only Jin Yi?? LOL....)

start of schhhhhhh

2011-06-27T20:52:00.002+08:00

今天 is the 1st wk of term 2! People having MST but we have normal lessons. Puhahaha~~

Anyways now DDA need more n more $$ liao...All my $$ fly away to buy watercolour paints n other art materials..@_@

And we need to buy copic markers too!! >:( Not now, but perhaps sooner or later. Each marker (I heard) costs arnd 8 bucks n I need to buy 8 markers!! ROAR!! Haiz...thats so much $$..but last time before sch started I was like copics are so cool!! Now that I need to own some copics..they're so expensive...But if they can last me for a lifetime why not :D It's kinda a worthy investment since you can refill and change the nibs of the marker..

I kinda can't wait to know howta watercolour but I guess its gunna be quite hard...JIAYOU SELF N ALL

GAH!!!!!!!!!!

2011-06-25T22:27:00.003+08:00

Stupid hell of a com!! I know I worked u quite alot over the years...BUT WHY MUST U DIE NOW??? CAN'T U DIE ON MONDAYYYYYYYYYYYYY..........now I can't play my game...I know its really stupid why I'm ranting but I won't be touching the game much once sch start...at most wkend nia...I dun even have time to facebook..gah (Not as if I fb much but anyways) HAIZZZZ I wanna go bossing with my buddies.......;_____; I'm gunna try reviving u again...shit always happens esp during the most crucial times...damn it...If really can't on then haiz...Time to finish the only drawing left...gahhhhhhh But I dont have the mood to draw at all now!!! I wanna play game!! Sighs..this is not addiction, but I kinda agreed with ppl to play together..n maybe for the last time...cuz next time they might not be active just like me anymore cuz of their lives...oh well..This is the fate of an overly dedicated gamer with nice buddies in game...this is saddening, reallyyyyyy saddening...why is this happening!! Die 2 days later computer!! Then i won't hate u...you'll die a peaceful death. But life is so unpredictable. You can't beg someone to die later when the time is up, can you? All u can do is mourn..haiz.

Haha!! So amusing

2011-06-22T12:05:00.004+08:00

I read about an article on yahoo, saying that SMU women are materialistic. Then in the comments, some men are crying out loud and complaining about sg women...While it is true that some Sg women are materialistic, why don't these men think about themselves, looking for girls caked in expensive makeup, donning expensive dresses and branded shoes. (And probably spent a ton on plastic surgery.) You took the cake yourself and ate it then you hide behind an internet alias and complain how distasteful this cake was. LOL.

Talking about life..nothing much lol...Just doing my hw and slacking around..watched some vids on Maya..I hope I won't die in term 2 haha =)

EDIT: HAPPY 456th post~ Haha

Even in the sunlight,

2011-06-17T00:09:00.002+08:00

As I get nearer, you become harder to find~~~~

IDEASSSSSSS FIND ME NOW!!!!!! Thinking of ideas kinda hurt my little mind.
Haha. LITTLE.
This. Is. An. ORDER!!!! From the great CYM. =)
Haha. GREAT.

Sigh-igh-igh-ing
Photo-ing @ Chinatown = fail
cuz there's too much psuedo-culture and all that crappy stuffs
& PILLARS and some old looking red lanterns that have been 日晒雨淋 since CNY
HAIZ.....

SHIT I MISSED THE (PIXELY) SHIP
AHAHAHA WHY SO RANDOM

Palindromic post number 454

2011-06-11T22:43:00.002+08:00

OMG!! What the heck does 'Palindromic' mean?

Hoho~~ :P

Full of anger within me built up yet nowhere to explode!!
ROAR!! I'm like an acid volcano.
Imma erupt and destroy everyone!!
Puhahahaha~~~~

n guess whut peepulz.
I CAN'T WAIT TO GO OUT ON MONDAY :D haha~
Familiar faces rocks~ c:

whut iz dis, typing funnay kinda fun yoz.
LOL!! Boliao me.
Time to do my work. Imma draw lots of stuff!!~

OMG!!!

2011-06-08T12:03:00.003+08:00

How the, how the heck am I gonna present this to my cher and the whole class tmr? I suck at drawing dragons. No, I can't even draw dragons!! Do you even call this a freakin' dragon. Well. No. If I didn't tell you what was this, never in eons you will be able to guess that that (the THING above) is a dragon. I don't even dare mention its a dragon. Or else in my dreams it may eat me up for insulting their kind. I mean, its so bloody derogatory for someone to draw dragons in this manner. I mean, if someone were to draw humans like this would you be offended. Well yes. Probably no because it isn't you. But what if I said that was you, posted it on facebook and people are like wtf is that even you. Then you would demand, untag me, untag me this instant and take that bloody pic down. That's not even a pic, you exclaim, its a freaking pile of shit, no. Not shit. You would be insulting shit like this. So anywais, I'm supposed to go for some class outing instead of ranting how ugly my dragon, NO not dragon again!! It aint a dragon. Alright. time to conclude this post. ANYWAYSSSSS I was supposed to go for some class outing instead of ranting in oxygent with such a big para of words. Ok..if you managed to read every single word in this para and understood what I have said, here's a badge for you:

I am running out of words to say to you,

2011-06-05T10:12:00.000+08:00

Wondering why I'm wasting my time~~~
Hoho oxygent, Dunno what to say to you sia! HAHA!! Just kidding...

Lyrics from a nice song from Nevershoutnever :)

Life is...

2011-06-01T22:44:00.001+08:00

full of...

450th post..FRIDAY

2011-05-27T19:58:00.001+08:00

Overloaded

2011-05-25T21:27:00.004+08:00

with assignments!
But now, I dunno what to do at all.

Sigh...

When I see all the graduates, I really feel like graduating like, asap!
But before I can get to that stg, I wonder how much hard work I have to put in!
Especially with a goal of GPA 3.5..but I dun think its possible considering how "subjective" my course is..

And what I fear is even with loads of hard work put in, it wouldn't pay off!
Haiz...
Hope life will be better in year 2..
I can only hope..

And I finally understand why Wennie wants to lock her blog!
Cos you can say whatever u like...
I have felt the consequences of being a bad blogger, and as the saying goes, once bitten twice shy.
But I really have alot of things that I want to say :(

Omg, I feel like my english is "deproving" HAHA!! Boony and her bad english~
Since now I speak damn alot of chinese in sch.
Haha, but in the first place my eng isn't that good anyway. hehe
Time to brush up on my eng.

I really love tumblr! Last time I'm like, whats the big deal with tumblr?
But after I started surfing tumblr, I realised that many, many people out there has the same happy, sad, confused, angry and cheery feelings like us. And that they all have their dreams. It's like a big nicde friend that you can hug :) But it's, afterall, just a website.

Haha! I am overloaded with assignments, and poor OxygenT is overloaded with randomness in this post! This poor little creature needs to be fed, I left it in the lurch for such a long time...but imagine you're hungry and people feed you rice and noodles and jelly and chicken and ice cream and all those weird stuff that doesn't go together. HAHA!!!

WOW THIS POST IS FREAKING LONG OK. I haven't typed so much for such a long, loooooooong, LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG (OK STOP!!) time haha. And I probably won't do so for a looong loooooooong (OxygenT, SLAP ME BEFORE I SPAM, PRONTO!!) OUCH!!..time. Urgh. Ok, anyways, time to start on my assignments and stop typing!! :D HOHO

Feel like my com

2011-05-22T01:25:00.002+08:00

is like a dying, old patient...
It's like it will die anytime..
and has bouts of consciousness,
but when it sleeps,
it may not wake up again.

Walao type this post so laggy
dunwan type liao hahaha...
I switched on the com since 8+ pm..
it must be really tired already haha :)
But after switch off may not be able to on again :O
see how 1st lor hahahah

/sad

2011-05-11T21:19:00.006+08:00

Holy moly!!! I got to stop this sadness ASAP!
It's affecting my work...

I think I know the root of my down feelings...
But only I can throurougly remove the root of the problem!
However, this is a tough weed to remove completely...

It's like trying to pluck weeds bigger and stronger than you!
And you have no choice but to wander around those weeds, trying to ignore them...

Haha Jin Yi, sorry for making u miss 4K too! But I really do :(

I dislike their way of playing 'taiti'! ROAR
That's one of the reasons ok....
I don't feel happy getting "2" at all!!!
^Haha, wtf, blatantly badmouthing people in blog

sickness!

2011-05-09T21:34:00.003+08:00

ROAR!!
It's like a homesick kind of feeling.

But I miss AHS food (Not the canteen tho haha!), and 4K classroom and the awesome teachers that will share their awesome stories and knowledge with us.

And (oops) gossiping about teachers, giving them nicknames, ranking them (haha), and tallying how many times brinjal looks at our direction :)

I also miss the great people and great friends and the fact that all of us live around the same region! ;_;

I miss taking bus 17 and I miss having concession :(
I miss having people to talk to at the bus stop, and in the bus as well when going home...

I miss the laughter; that we're all laughing at the same thing...

sobbbbbbb :( Why I am not enjoying sch as much as I expect it to be?
I think it is because I think of the happy times of the past too much and block my mind and heart from new happy things coming in...
Why like that ):
I'm supposed to be happy! Well, I am, but......I think I'm just locking my heart out to more new things...
Time to unlock this.......

444th post on my birthday???

2011-05-08T23:08:00.003+08:00

HAHA! Isit a lucky thing or not!
Sounds unlucky sia..hahaha

Happy birthday to me~
Walao, old liao sia, 17! :( My birthdays all very normal de haha...
:D

Only 1 hour left! That's sad :(
Actually I dun feel any diff leh haha~
But it only comes once a year!
And when it comes you realised you're older.

That ain't good :(
Cos the older become, apparently your worries become bigger too!
But whatever! I shall throw all these worries aside
And enjoy the last hour of my 17th birthday~
(Doing. My. Research~)

PHLEGMATIC KID ON THE LOOSE

2011-05-06T00:14:00.003+08:00

Personality Plus Your Result: Phlegmatic Phlegmatic - the introvert, the watcher, and the pessimist. To view further information about the Phlegmatic personality type, visit personalityplus.awardspace.info
Melancholy
Sanguine
Choleric
Personality Plus Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

1. SANGUINE : Sanguine is a sociable person. they laugh for the hard days,wise words when squeezed by the burden, creative, enthusiasm, and always have the energy to start. Sanguine love to be popular. They have a lot of friends. They love to talk, to perform, help each other and they always curious. Sanguine love to be children forever.

2. CHOLERIC : Choleric is a strong person. they have a strong leadership.They are faithful, brave, and have the freedom to be on one's own. They all forced and always want to make a change. Strong-willed and assertive, goal oriented, well organized, and they don't really need friends. They always be the superior one in the emergency time.

3. MELANCHOLIC: Melancholies is a sensitive person. depth to see the heart and soul of life. Artistic to appreciate the art.They are toughtfully, analytical, serious, and have a talent. they are perfectionist, so they love details. Melancholies lookin for some ideal mate.

4. PHLEGMATIC: Phlegmatic is a peaceful person. they always stable, patient, and have a compassion for the other. They always keep clam,when the other was in confusion.they are humble, silent, controlled, good listener, and always happy with their life. They always be the mediator, and easy to get along with.

(from here)

Hoho..I need to be more influential man..
:X

Confusing post is confusing haha

2011-05-03T00:25:00.002+08:00

I can't say that I regret, cos I got myself into this mess.
And even if I flew to the past, I would still make the same decision.
So I can't exactly say that I regret it, can I?

Since I'm unable to regret it, I should just do my best!
Who cares whether others are better.
I will create this mess into an idea! A beautiful idea.

I still feel really uncomfortable.
I miss the familiar...I miss those times where everyone laughed at common things,
and gave teacher funny nicknames,
The times we stayed back to mug together,
the good times...

Times change and people change. Everything changes!
And I will change for the better :)

441th post is rant post, again!

2011-05-02T10:46:00.002+08:00

ROAR NOT ABOUT SCH ANYMORE BUT WHATS WRONG WITH SLEEPING TILL 10.30?
Omg give me a break!! Its a public holiday -.-

Its a golden rare chance to sleep in late!
And when I woke up............
nvm..
LOL

I'm so troubled as to what to write for my three goals!! ROAR
I think its the worst part of gen ed..I think the rest *shld* be fine..

Shall practise more perspective drawing, submit my 3 goals (for gen ed) and LOOK at my elaw tutorial qns today! LOL LOOK NIA!! -.- ok la but when I look I kinda think of my answers already

440th post about an emo kid

2011-04-25T21:51:00.003+08:00

Not emo, more like demoralised LOL

Person on my left, person on my right,
Why your drawings so pro?
Make me such an emo,
demoralised kid! :D

Cheers to my nub drawings :P
And also to walking the road of improvement!

Credits: google and the respective creator
haha..I only drew the glass and the left hand (and of course, the wine)

O>O LOL

2011-04-24T19:31:00.003+08:00

My results after taking this online Personality Disorder Test!
Found this on tumblr, hoho.
Its kinda cool and quite accurate! :O Haha...

Tumblr has lots of nice quotes, pictures, photos and inspiration!!
I really need all of these inspiration, considering I take "artistic" subjects, lol.

I'm happy there are loads of food blogs on tumblr!
*Maybe* I might do food photography as one of my themes for my digital portfolio.

And I feel like changing the background of this blog!
This one very plain leh...LOL

serious post = bad news

2011-04-23T21:33:00.003+08:00

Yes.
I just understood why people cut themselves. Dont worry, i didnt. (Cos I'm scared of pain, lol). But when you have nowhere, no other platform for you to express your negative feelings, you just have to vent it somewhere. Physical pain, however, is only temporary and everything comes back to you.

And why some young people are rebellious. Not because they have attitude. They just want someone to care. Sometimes, these people are so..well i dun know how to describe, but after sometime people get irritated and ignore them. So they want to "tell" them that they want their attention, just through wrong means, and people take it the wrong way and think they're hopeless and just throw them to the gutter...

Looks like the new environment is getting into me, and I am a volcano that has finally erupted. But like an acid volcano, the vent is blocked and all the pressure that it was building inside, it is dangerous and will hurt people....

Sometimes people scream at other people not because the person has directly pissed him/her off, but the person was just the unlucky one who got hit by the lava..

Misunderstandings do occur and are extremely fatal.

Sometimes the effects take really long to wear off, like how long a town takes to recover after being struck by a volcano.

I hope things do get better soon and that all the worries I have created in my mind due to a new life will be gone soon.

Peace on you!!

Rant Post

2011-04-20T20:35:00.001+08:00

Why like that?? WHY LIKE THAT!!!!! WHY LIKE THAT WHY LIKE THAT WHY LIKE THAT?????????????????????
ROARRRRRRRrr
WEI SHEN ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
flkjdsflkfsdnfgslkgnlksdgnlkdsfgndf
roaroaroraosras
=.=
faintssssss

@@@@@@@@

2011-04-18T20:24:00.003+08:00

My mind is kinda in a whirlwind right now!
Sia la...1st day got drawing assignment liao..I dun even know how to draw realistic stuff properly..
Please please hope I can do well..
我什么都不会，只会读死书。。。
Is that a good thing or bad...

And ppl ask me "Why u go poly?"
I dunno how answer them sia.."cos I feel like it?" "Interested?" ....
Makes me ponder...
Ponder and ponder...
and ponder..............

But I think i wont be any happier in JC lor..haha 1st day nia so troubled liao..I think i have to think less!!
Time to start hw...
Aiseh...

1st day of sch!

2011-04-11T21:56:00.002+08:00

Not the real REAL school haha.
But poly people so hyper sia..I wonder if I'll turn into a hyper kia.
haha!!

Maybe! I think I'm quite hyper alrdy, just have to be less *shy*?
LOL!!
I think I nt hyper la, just *crazy* at times...o.o XD

Thinking of travelling to dover everyday makes me sick..
I AM already travelling to dover...everyday...
Booo~~

434th post is

2011-04-10T11:11:00.002+08:00

really dumb!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Creator of the blogskin, why your photobucket account like that???

=(

And tmr is my first day of sch! :O
LaLaLaLa~~~~~~~~~

Message to all readers: Please be warned that this post contains stupidity.

Disclaimer: Any decrease in IQ due to reading my posts, not my problem.

Oops...I should have put the message and disclaimer at the top before ppl read my post...
Haha..too bad :P

(note to self) -wl damn freaking boliao can??-

433th post

2011-04-05T12:30:00.001+08:00

is typed using my new laptop!!
hoho~

Just bought my new laptop ytd..
means that sch is starting...
Seems surreal, you know. Cos I slacked for 5 mths. OMG

I wasted 5th good mths of my life!!
=(

Well, that 5 mths was kinda a good rest.
6 days left to sch open!!

Haha...I guess this soon marks the end of my "no-life" life..

My first and only victim....

2011-04-01T16:45:00.003+08:00

Whoever you are...sorry!!
XD
Have a nice day haha :P

Apr fools day

2011-04-01T12:53:00.002+08:00

Hoho!

--

Quite long ago, I lost a sharpener and tried to find it...but look everywhere then cant find leh =(

Anyway a few days ago I got a weird dream.
I FOUND MY SHARPENER! In a room of my house.

But when I tried to look for it, not there leh. WTF!!!
WHAT KIND OF DREAM IS THAT??
srsly.......................
"I FOUND MY SHARPENER" DREAM

XD...so weird

430th post

2011-03-31T10:24:00.003+08:00

hohohohoho!!
So many ppl in the drawing craze now. Cannot lose haha =/
Well I have been drawing....But very emo leh, so ugly ;_;

ugly ugly uglyyyy
=.=

/stops complaining

P.S. wa this post dam stupid leh. Ps I nth really to post...cos I at home not mapling is drawing or watching anime or reading manga...wth..no life kid
Haha!
And few days ago I went to SP to "get" my laptop...dont talk about it man.......................

Manga Addict

2011-03-21T00:40:00.001+08:00

Hoho!!!!!!!!!!!!! Caught up with the latest chapter of Kaichou wa Maid-sama. Now have to wait every month for new chapter. But I like to wait damn long then read all at one go! This way no need to wait every month, but I tend to forget everything tho...LOL

Shall read other manga >.>

AND

IMPROVE MY DRAWING
OMG
OMG!!!!!~

wo shi chiongster

2011-03-12T22:38:00.002+08:00

Not really! But level 93 liao. HOHO
The monster exp too good liao >:D CRIMSON GUARDIANS FTW~

Anyways went IT show ytd with father! Haha, so long never go out liao (that whole wk stayed at home) so quite happy to go out. And I have a brand new MP3! ^_^ My old one is like super old cos I got it at like when I was P6. But I got 感情 with my old MP3 leh..haha...Sorry old MP3 player...got 感情 also must use new one liao...if not buy for what XD

I'll still keep you tho =) hehe

Saw Jin Yi, Lee and Jasline working there! haha ^^ Lee and her lucky ring charm :D GO VONGOLA!!!

That reminds me...shall see if got new chapter of KHR...and I feel like reading Kaichou wa Maid-sama again! (And watching the anime too.) And Ouran High...haven't read the ending LMAO~~~

Japan kena earthquake damn jialat sia...all the best to them =/

Next wk go out alot haha! Almost everyday except Monday (and not sure Wed)
Hoho...I don't really like going out everyday but March hols finally everyone free! Must grab the chance to go out with ppl.

And PAISEH OXYGENT...YOU ARE SO AWESOME I FORGOT YOUR BIRTHDAY WAS YESTERDAY EVEN THOUGH I PUT IT SO GLARINGLY OBVIOUS AT THE TITLE "SINCE 11 MARCH 2007" I'M SO SORRY BUT I LOVE YOU~~~ (IT'S ALL LIES AHAHAHA)
:P

Change blogskin liao

2011-03-10T23:38:00.001+08:00

hoho, nice right? O.O But then the font abit tiny haha.
I like the expanding menu. At first thought is navigation, but it's not! So happy XD
Idk why, but I don't really like nav blogs.
Hmmm....

12 moar levels to Triple Throw hehehehehehe....
(-.-)
Me no life sia! >.<

Feel like

2011-03-10T16:14:00.003+08:00

changing my blogskin!
Damn long never change liao haha, just change background and banner.
Hmm but then I don't know which blogskin is nice leh :(
I still like this blogskin but then I feel like changing it.
Weird me and my weird post about changing blogskin.

Haha, I'm blogging about my blog.
OxygenT, you honoured or not? I BLOGGING ABOUT YOU SIA
Not everyone can appear on my blog :P

WTF O.O

Hoho, just saw something online saying "Singaporeans are retards"
Hmm...I have to agree. (OOPS)
But not all la. They should change the statement to "SOME Singaporeans are retards."

But everywhere sure got retards one right ^^

I don't really like the word 'retard' tho...
Suddenly thought of physics lol! Retardation...Deceleration
HAHAHAHAHA
Time to find a nice blogskin and stop crapping :P

425th post is...LONGER?

2011-02-28T11:22:00.004+08:00

Lol, dunno what to type leh =/
But then, while I was surfing Spadow's blog, I saw this:

This is Icarut (Nightwalker instructor) after becoming EVIL puhahaha...
So anyways, the point is not maple.
What I want to say is, HE REALLY REMINDS ME OF TOP (Big Bang) CAN!!
HAHA!
Because of his short and white hair! O.O

Anyways Big Bang is BACK ^_^
Hehe...The 'Tonight' MV not bad =) At the beach scene hor...I think Taeyang quite lucky to wear sunglasses lol...cos the sun very bright XD
But so ironic! His name means the sun but yet he's blocking his eyes from it XD

And...yesterday something really gross happened.
So I was hungry and went to get cake to eat...happily munching...
Then I realised there were ants crawling on my hand..then I saw my cake..
HOLY SH-T!!!!!
Ants crawling on my cake! And I ate them -.-
So...means I ate ants XD But who ask your invade my cake leh! Let you critters burn in my stomach acid, AHAHAHAHAHA!!!
SERVES YOU RIGHT! =D

RAIN COME TODAY AND GO AWAY TMR

2011-02-20T11:48:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow Please Don't Rain! :)

tv shows

2011-02-17T20:54:00.003+08:00

are so qian bian sometimes, I can't stand watching them!
ROARRRRRRRRR
RAWRRRRRRRR
:(

^_^
haha, so many short and random posts.
Note to self: This aint fb or twitter! haha its a blog. :P
but whatever la haha~
recently lazy to type long posts. XD

lololoooool

2011-02-17T13:56:00.001+08:00

I feel so unfit =\
NEED TO EXERCISE!

Short post, haha!

ALOE VERA GEL

2011-02-16T00:24:00.002+08:00

is liek my best friend right nowwwwww
my nose is red like that reindeer
-starts singing that reindeer song-
~.~

SAD NEWS: I'm getting sick of the K-ON songs cos I keep listening to them.
OMG!!!!!
-STOPS LISTENING-
ajasoijua;fjsdfpsjhpsafjlwrtlngndfsg,fdngfdlg

P.S. '^_^' looks weird on my blog
LMAOOOO

P.S.S. MY posts damn stupid sia!

P.S.S.S. This is getting fun!!!!

P.S.S.S.S. Kind of addicting...this p.s. thing ahahha

P.S.S.S.S.S. LOLLLLLL I SHALL STOP HERE

420th post lol

2011-02-14T19:22:00.002+08:00

SEE, 当第三者有报应的。。。
my face kena sunburn
my legs kena sunburn
my arm kena sunburn
my neck kena sunburn
WALAO EH
BUT QUITE FUN LA HAHA ^_^

Moral of the story:
要当第三者的时候，SPAM DAMN A LOT OF SUNBLOCK LOTION
AND GET A FRICKIN BETTER UMBRELLA THAT CAN ACTUALLY BLOCK UV RAYS!

EARLY BUT

2011-02-13T18:49:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentines' Day All ^_^
明天要当第三者。。。
hohoho....
kekekekeke.....

useless 418th post

2011-02-13T00:52:00.003+08:00

changed tagboard lolol =\
cbox officially fails
bye cbox! HAHAHAHAHAHA

HELLO SHOUTMIX
Hope u dun fail like cbox. or maybe is my own com's fault...or my blogger problem .__.

edit: HAHA! I just wanted to see my blog's birthday and happened to browse past some of my old posts...last time i was such an emotional-mood swinging-flaming-life story typing-bad?? kid :( lolz

THE PAST ME. SIGHS. MUST. REMOVE. EVIDENCE. OF. ME. BEING. BAD. LMAO~

P.S. MY BLOG'S BIRTHDAY IS MARCH 11
GOT PRESENTS BO?????

lololol

2011-02-09T00:13:00.003+08:00

I got my wisdom tooth extracted ytd! What an experience!
Half of my mouth of numb, lolol..
Took an x-ray, then the dentist started the surgery.
Then POOF! my tooth was out (WTF 15min nia XD)..its freakin big..wonder how did it hide under my gum for so long!
Naughty tooth, cost my family $XXX to extract u..stupid tooth =) haha
Can't eat nice food for the next few days :(

K-ON ROCKS!
I THINK I WANT TO WATCH IT ALL OVER AGAIN =) WHEE
Maybe not haha. My next target is the Black Butler. haha
I think I'll really miss K-on tho..its a really nice and relaxing anime to watch..
NO GUYS AS MAIN CHARACTERSSSSSSSSSSS IS THAT A GOOD THING OR NT? HAHA
Finally no more Poor Gal Rich Dude Story. Hmm..maybe I'll read K-on manga! :)

NOOO

2011-02-06T18:40:00.002+08:00

I just heard something..idk, bad?
AWWWWWW
Troubled me for days :(

I NEED TO BE MORE THICK-SKINNED, DAMN IT!
SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST!!!!!!!!!!

2011 begins with ULTIMATE SUAYNESS

2011-01-31T01:22:00.002+08:00

Hopefully it turns for the better after CNY =)

Roar. So much for hoping that my wisdom tooth is normal.
IT'S NOT.
I need to liek, pluck it out thru a surgery. And it costs $XXX (3 digit WTF!!)
T.T

Actually hor, I wonder how the dentist know my tooth needs plucking out sia.
He was liek, stare at the tooth at 15 secs and say
"hey your wisdom tooth is growing, see?" And he give me a mirror.
I was nodding (actually I kind of knew that already LOL)
then he did something, then say something abt plucking it. T____T

Recently I 3rd job-ed in maple! Haha, ME NO LIFE!! XD
It's kinda an accomplishment though.
And I started watching the anime K-ON! I saw it on animax and was thinking, not bad sia.
Haha I want to watch many more anime such as Black Butler, Hayate the combat butler, Kaichou wa Maid-sama, Milky Holmes and Fairy Tail. Haha :)

First day of playing! My character on the right. The other char my sis. Names mosiac-ed..because if you really happen to play maple too, I dun wan you to know it is me! HAHA.
I play in Izar by the way :)

This was ytd! I leveled up to 71 and added shadow partner, so I decided to play with it.

414th post is full of spam

2011-01-28T09:54:00.001+08:00

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So.......

2011-01-27T22:12:00.002+08:00

I went SP today. Damn frickin' scared! LOL
I take back about being thrilled about poly life lol. It's not that I regret or anything haha, I'm just not really prepared for lots and lots of hard work yet (too used to slacking le lol)
But I believe I can do it! I hope this motivation extends for the whole 3 yrs, lol.

I saw people smoking outside campus. SCARY!
Smoke gags me. Urgh.

I'm glad there are a few close friends going with me to SP though. Makes me less scared. Haha.
We can hang out during lunch together! :D

I love drawing, but drawing everyday kind of freaks me out.
Maybe I'm not used to that kind of life yet, lol!
I hope I can adapt to the new life and new environment unlike primary or secondary school
where you mug, mug, and mug again.

AWWWWWWW I REALLY MISS 4K NOW OKAY
ESP PMS GANG AND ALL THE GIRLS THAT REALLY HELPED ME OUT BEFORE OLEVELS
and zheng my table partner even though she kinda disappears sometimes! haha
I'm so glad I had such great friends in sec sch. :)

My Fate Is Sealed!

2011-01-26T11:49:00.001+08:00

haha! So I got posted into SP Digital Animation.
I'm kinda scared of a new life.....
But that's a few mths later so for now..
ENJOY! AND earn some money. lol. gotta stop slacking at home everyday and earn some extra cash for poly clothes SHOPPING!

PAIN

2011-01-25T19:57:00.004+08:00

Why emo ppl like physical pain?
Haha, cos I really hate it!
TOOTH ACHE!

Arghhhhhhhhhh my tooth growing is so pain
It's driving me nuts. Not only that, I can't frikin eat properly :(
I hope I don't have an impacted or slanted tooth...if not very problematic..

fk!!

2011-01-24T19:20:00.002+08:00

FFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
ps today so many crap posts!
But I am indeed feeling like crap now!!
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Life sucks when ____ ___ ___ _ ________ ___ ____!!!!!!!!!!!
FK! You dont even want to look at me?
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

I show u what I'm made of!
HAHA

SHIT I'm going crazy -.-||
You can kindly ignore err...whatever post I make today.
TY

haizzz

2011-01-24T11:39:00.002+08:00

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
alwayssssssss likeeeeeeeeee thattttttttt oneeeeeeeeeeee siaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
damnnnnnnnnn siannnnnnnnnnnn :((((((((((((((((((((

shoppppppppp

2011-01-22T23:17:00.003+08:00

This week has been
MONEY SPENDING FRENZY!! hahaha!! I've been buying things like mad.
OMG. Time To Work Or Something XD

On Friday went to Bugis street with Lee and Jin Yi!! It was so fun!
I didn't buy anything tho.
Aww man should have bought that vest. That cool unique looking cream coloured vest.
It was the only damn thing in the whole street that actually caught my eye.
Now I can't stop thinking about it.
DARN

407th post

2011-01-17T00:10:00.002+08:00

Random: oh my!
Didn't realise that my pretty cool KHR counter is already so old. Made in 2009! haha
Few hits though. That means few people reading my crap!
Which is for the good or bad. haha.

Anyways....I chose SP Digital Animation. Hope I get in! haha.
I'm kinda worried yet thrilled about poly life.
But my life sucks, and my social skills suck, err..so I dunno whether I can make it or not.
I'm such a cmi wallflower :(

Haiz.....
Mom says I got eye circles. Need to sleep early liao. ~~~

Ehhhhhhhh...

2011-01-13T14:11:00.004+08:00

I can't take how some people keep thinking it's the end of the world
When there are others in a worse plight than them!

Anyway a couple of days ago I got my olevel results.
Well...I'm happy aha, even though its not single digit L1R5. (I can cheat tho~~ :D minus 2 cca points then is single digit le!)
:P

Alot of people say L1R5 XX go poly wasted leh. But hmm...
Only my future self will know...
So I'm just blogging this, so if in the future I read this post again I'll know if I'll regret or not.
Hopefully not! Ahahaha..Won't regret my choice ba!
Must have confidence in myself and my choices.

If I go poly, I wonder wtf I'm gonna do for the next 3 months or something.
Work? But I feel slackish leh. But maybe can get some clothes money aha.
I think I'm wasting my life away...lol............

I hate it when people 不把我放在眼里
...
And that everything I say, they think it's joke...

long timeeeeee no post 405th !!

2011-01-09T00:42:00.002+08:00

lol oxygent is dead now
no more honoured viewers!! OMG!! Even myself also dun post liao

but tmr is a very special yet tense day
FFFFFFFFFFFFF
To my future self: 10th Jan is the very day I'm taking my olevel results!!
And I'm feeling very shitty now!! :(
Oh, and I don't mind spending money on pms' gang's candy because I really want to get an A for amaths!! (I said I would treat Becky, Jin Yi and Feli sweet if I get A)
I want to get single digit but deep down I know I might not be able to get it.

Hope for the best yet prepare for the worst! Jiayou everyone!! ARGGGGGHHHHHH!!

hai blog no time no post

2010-12-12T10:04:00.001+08:00

omg..............................i think i need to draw more
but my drawings are crappy
half hearted........

Pretty interesting

2010-11-18T23:28:00.001+08:00

-------------------Girls
-------------are like apples
---------on trees. The best ones
-------are at the top of the tree
-----The boys dont want to reach
----for the good ones because they
--are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
-Instead, they just get the rotten apples
--from the ground that aren't as good,
-but easy. So the apples at the top think
--something is wrong with them, when
---reality, they're amazing. They just in
----have to wait for the right boy to
------ come along, the one who's
------------ brave enough to
------------------climb all
------------------ the way
------------------to the top
-----------------of the tree

Another doodle~

2010-11-04T00:39:00.001+08:00

Memorising geog is too much for my RAM-less brain

Whatever happened to no posting before o-level ends

2010-11-02T14:55:00.000+08:00

400th post

2010-10-24T10:56:00.003+08:00

and I'll not be posting before olevels end!

加油！！！ FOR OLEVELS
L1R5 6 YAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

399th post 3 days to olevel!

2010-10-22T20:17:00.002+08:00

so dreamy...cos like erm it feels like next week we're still gonna go to sch to chiong our TYS questions and laugh and eat at the canteen and go bookshop shopping :(

I'm a sad kid...:(
I'll really miss school! Kinda...

O 水准来了！

holy mamaz

398th post

2010-10-17T13:00:00.003+08:00

and 1 week to olevels!!
i rmb how much i counted down for olevels last time
haha like 100 days left!! then i freaked.
and now 7 days left! and I kinda not freaked out anymore
I've become so numb~~ -.-

And I still suck at amaths! and physics. T______________________T
I realise this is such a long post in a while. And I won't be posting here for a while
bye internet. bye oxygent.

anyway i was surfing about cartoons and i saw this

OMG I REMEMBER THIS KAY...it used to be one of my fave cartoons, until one day it disappeared (it got cancelled.) so anyway *confession* I was a huge fan of Danny last time when i was younger lol -.-

Listening to the song again in a long, long time, i found this line
"He's here to fight for ME AND YOU!" so amusing!!! LOL